One day

Today was hard.  This year has been hard. 2 jobs school and trying to get fit feels nearly impossible. Yet here I am.  My eyes are red. I have dark circles. My muscles feel like death. I hurt almost all the time. Pain. I hate it. I'm working on eating habits constantly. Trying to rid gluten has been pretty tough.  I have gotten much better, but now I can hardly function when I eat grains.  I get so tired and hurt so bad. It's weird honestly.  Sugar is anothe culprit. How does one change everything they have ever known.  My journey continues, today I worked out though. It made me feel so much better. 

Another competition

Another challenge will begin this week.  Orange theory fitness is having a national weight loss challenge. I would need to lose 30-50 pounds to win the $10,000 prize.  Not sure if I can do it, but each day I go stronger. Last week I was able to get into the Orange every time I worked out.  I had 17 one day.... Which has never happened. It's amazing how far my body has come. The weight is still there, but it is stronger. My body is becoming my strength.  Even being sick I accomplished much.